i woke up three hours later. drugged up and tired. josh was gone. a single lamp was gleaming across the room and a fan was whirring next to it ( Read more... )

i wish it could be simple. simplicity in the...simplest of forms! before i was happy...and now theyre both hurt, i guess mr farro's a tad more phsyicly hurt, but what does it matter! ive lost them, and it was my own stupid fault! i didnt see the OTHER josh there. i just, overlooked it i guess. what the heck was i thinking ( Read more... )

"hi dudeyy" josh said...the other josh...i hate him.
"hey." dude i mean your in my personal space. he belongs over there. by the rest of his crappy little band. but he better stay away from my hayley.
"hey sexy horses!!" hayley. now she was sexy.
hayley leaned over and kissed HIM! the other josh. the josh that isnt ME! what can i say i jumped on him ( Read more... )

"bit of blue...im sick of red!" i joked as i rambled onto my stylist. everything became backgroud noise as i went into 'my' world again...hayley world. i was aware that my hair was changing colour...but i showed no sign of caring...i was also aware that i was talking a load of bullshit to my stylist...but i have NO idea what. in my world i am ( Read more... )